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All you made me feel was pain Heartache and despair You told me I was all you had But you were never there I believed the lies you told They were gospel to my ears You made me feel so secure Chased away all my fears You made me feel that we were perfect You and I as one I cherished the time i spent with you And never felt the need to run But something changed inside your eyes The colour faded to grey You started to treat me differently Started pushing me away There was no love inside your eyes Only disapproval and disgust I did not know you anymore And so I began to mistrust Your actions tore my heart in two And that I wi

How can you look into my eyes And tell me that you care When everytime i look into your I see that nothings there The darkness has consumed your soul And your heart no longer beats Your all alone inside your head Just wandering empty streets Your soul it has been blackened Theres no good left inside of you And all those evil things i saw Are slowly coming true Your not the person i used to love So my love for you is dead And all the evil i know you'll do Just fills me up with dread There's nothing left for me to do But leave you to your fate Im sorry this is the path you chose Your world of misery and hate

Leave your mark under my skin Cover up what once was bare Make a monster out of me So people stop and stare You take pleasure in my misery It's all that you can feel Having someone elses pain For you this makes it real This is how you handle life By draining this from me But your turning me to something else Though the other side you cannot see What would you be without my pain And these burns upon my soul Without these parts you take from me You could not be whole I am like your savior I give my life to you But who knows what you will be Once all of this is through

Sleep brings me solace my safe place to be alone with all my nightmares a place with only me sleeps my place of comfort with these twisted things i see a place i can be my self the only place im free sleep is what keeps me sane i dont worry when im there i dont think of other people or why they stop and stare sleeps a quiet place for me where no one else's there to say and feel all i want for all in sleep is fair sleep it brings me solace a place thats free from pain a place of silence and comfort in this i can be sane

i know that you still need my pain thats who you'll always be no matter how bad i feel you will never see i cant stand your touch upon me the shivers down my spine I know deep down you love me but it will never all be fine I cant stand to see you hurting but thats what you need from me taking my heart and crushing it never again to be free I know that you still need my pain To make you feel alive this is what you need to be on hurt and misery you thrive I know my pain is what you need to stay the person that you are but what damage will you do if you take my pain to far I know your wants not normal making you insane but

Black fingernails and souless eyes this is what happens when people tell lies look at me and see what happens when lies are all i see i dont know how to change this this is all i can be you tell me i can trust you but i have heard this one before once i tell you how i feel i'll soon become a bore all you say are deceitful lies not a word of it is true you tell me to believe it but i know i cant trust you so please dont say any thing else coz i just keep wondering why im changing more each day im here from all these people telling lies

You tell me that you love me So please just let me go I feel this is a game of tug-a-war Pulling me to and fro I know you think you love me And think you know whats best for me But you dont feel the pain i do And what im left to be I'm not your prize possesion No I dont belong to you Im just a thing with out a soul Until this game is through I dont know if you love me Or if that feelings even real It seems its just a bunch of words That isnt how i feel Please dont say you love me Just let me drift away I need to leave this place behind And find somewhere to stay

I tell myself you're all i want That you're everything to me But when i look into your eyes There's nothing left to see Eyes are the key to a persons soul But in yours there's nothing there No feeling and no compassion There's just an empty glare In your eyes there is no colour Just an empty shade of grey I wish that i could fix this loss But i know there is no way I wish i could look into your eyes And see what once was there To feel the love you used to show But all that was is bare So now i look into your eyes And realise its too late I cannot be with you now But this, this is your fate

There's tears trickling down my face And blood running down my arm Nothing can fix the way i feel But all that helps is harm My scars they open up again With the glint of a razor blade My release of tension All of this crimson shade This is all that helps me Temporarily forget my sin But healing brings it back again I know I'll never win You wonder why i do this But this is my realease I cannot cry the pain away So cutting brings me peace I dont expect you to understand But please just leave me be This is the closest I'll ever get get to being free